...after a party at my school last night. I'm fixed up now though.

the sparse vibes

I have commenced my life as a munk which is why I have not posted here lately.

...well, not really a munk, but it certainly feels like it since I have drawn back somewhat from social activities in an attempt to gain a more rigourous spine, if ya know wot I meen..

to all the ones we've hurt along the way

this other blogger I know recently wrote in her blog:

...i wish people my age would open their eyes...
...and see how much pain they can cause...
...i wish people would do that in general...
...look at the sad world today...

My self-condemnation as of late's been mounting, so to those out there who identify with the above and who might even have been hurt by someone like me: I'm sorry.. We're sorry! We know we cause pain and we desperately regret it but it's hard to be perfect. People cling to us (not saying you do, but some do) and it's hard to facilitate so many people in our lives. It's hard to make everyone happy at once. So we do apologise to you all for the pain we cause.

I do desperately regret it and wish it all undone.

The world looks grim from my point of view right now.. God, I've stuffed up again. Can you save the day again? -cos it's gonna require your miracles again.

Paris - the city of romance? no!

FREAK!! I just wrote a looong post, but these dangin French computers are NOT FOR HUMANS! dah...

neways, I was going on (in good spirits) about how my friend, Filip, and I have hitch hiked to Paris.. -but as my mood is now raging in the gutter your gonna have to wait for it till I get back home.. But then there'll be pix on it too!

For now, I can only say that we're living at a camping ground outside of downtown Paris called, Boulogne, we're spending waaaay to much money and we're lonely. French are snobs, I reckon! But we made it from Randers, Dk, to downtown Paris in 18 hours which's gotta be some kind of record! -with a tourist bus! -FREE!

Most of our time we spend walking around this huge city commenting chicks we see and chicks we know back home! -what can I say?! It's a guy thing I guess.. *grin* Tonite we've got a double date with two Danish girls we met at the Museum de l'Horreur (although they call it a museum of war).. they're somewhere around 25 though! We're just psyched about going to town with ppl we can talk to though! We've arranged to go to a latin jazz club..

Another pastime's just trying to speak French but the French won't speak English and they won't speak to people who don't speak perfect French! gah..

We're counting on leaving for home on Thursday but it's looking to be a tough journey if we aren't lucky enuff to make it with truck driver.. but let's see! More with lots of pix when I get back..

"Joy to the world, the Lord is come..."

leaving for vacation

That's right, folks! I'm going hitch hiking around Europe again this year. It's with the same guy as last year and we're feeling quite well-prepared and ready. As some may know our goal last year was to reach France, but as we took a detour to Berlin where we stayed a couple of days we only made it to Luxembourg City - just 30 clicks away from the French border..

Our goal this year is: Italy! Tadaaa... Let's see how it goes.. posts and pix when I get home in a bit more than a week I should expect.

wish us luck..

how to live

It's 3am and I have school tomorrow so this is what's on my mind:

Two good goals to set for your life (which sum up the law and the prophets):

1. Invest yourself always in your relationship with God instead of striving to become a more moral human being.

(Unless you're a god, it won't work well enough..

plus it sux. Investing in a relationship is much

more fun/rewarding/worth your while. -believe

me, I've tried it both!)

2. Live your life so that others succed.

(I find that I exclaim to my friends more and

more in moments of great honesty that I'm

not succeeding as a person. My economy's at

an all-time low, I'm not doing too well in school

and my social life is devastating. My love for

God's definetely not an adventurous love story!

So instead of focusing on myself why don't I

try taking God's advice and focus on Him and

others? I know it'll work.. I've tried it for short

periods of time.)